Entry 915

I think what hurts the most is the fact that your decision to push me to the side is intentional. Never an afterthought, I must say!

Now, whether this decision is based on the gamble that I’ll never leave or that even if I did, I’d still come back… then that’s cruel.

But you know me. I’m everything, including the most dedicated lover. Governed by where home is. You know me to sink in remorse and still return. You know my heart to beat feebly along the threads of your existence, or the love you extend, and so on!

I seem to be flawed that way… a pathological fixation!

I’m coming to the fact that my world doesn’t revolve around you anymore.